ephemeral nature of web
early on in this blog (scroll down) i spoke of the ephemerality of posting on the web. today i want to revisit this notion for just a moment.
a few years ago i wrote some extremely secret twitter bots. i was excited to have a kind of monument churning out subjectively interesting patterns, but anonymously & without an obvious reason. i used to tend these bots like a small garden, growing them & nurturing them every day or so. the idea of permanence was not the goal, but i did dream that internet arcana investigators would try & unravel the “mystery” behind the mechanisms. as time went on i paid less & less attention to the growth & kind of let go of them.
recently i noticed that several of my bots have been suspended from twitter, which must be due to the new anti-spam measures twitter has been moving towards.
it’s quite an insignificant loss, considering how nobody actually followed these bot experiments, & the fact that there’s no lack of injustice when it comes to corporations silencing folks. it just helps hammer home this idea that platforms are volatile & ephemeral. they aren’t balanced, they don’t have the users’ best interests at heart. they can close or change hands overnight (see also: yahoo acquiring geocities). i understand that tumblr is also on shaky ground as of this writing.
i think one answer is to “go small”. this isn’t a practical solution (under the wage system), because people need to eat. however, as an outlet, as a way to communicate & share ideas among small audiences, rejecting mass [social] media might be helpful. there’s no need to wrestle your personal data away from a large corporation if it’s just a single static page of html sitting on a server. having an account deleted makes no difference if you’re just trying to hold a conversation with a few of your close friends. no threat of an updated policy can disrupt your work if it’s text & images.
in the late 90s i was convinced that the internet was poised to render ignorance non-existent, & do something like destroy all forms of government. (i was a teenager at the time.) today i feel like returning to a tiny internet, a local one, an intimate web, is how we might move forward & out from under the overwhelming shadow of big corp, capital-driven ephemerality, & planned obsolescence.
accessibility & social media
as a Person attempting to find a way out of encroaching digital totalitarianism, it’s clear to me that we have to forgo the big platforms. feeding into goog or face means we submit more & more of an immeasurable quality of ourselves into the huge future meatgrinder of data appropriation. we can see the edges of the machine today, but the data is persisted and the machine only grows. the limits of this mechanism are boundless as algorithms mature and become more sophisticated, while it feeds off of data we have already submitted in the past.
accessibility is often posed as the reason for consolidating our online presence to a single platform. but what is meant by “accessibility”? let’s break it down …
- sensory accessibility: big platforms have an inherent standard look & feel to them, which creates a format that lends itself to easy adaptation to various screen readers, navigation aids, etc.. but the content of each post has no such requirement, making much of social media invisible to those who need special tools to consume the media. there are many ways to make specific content actively harmful for others (for example flashing gifs or lack of content warnings). by monopolizing the format of content, a pressure is created to leave homegrown or experimental formats behind — without enforcing any accessibility rules upon the content itself. (& anyway there are plenty of open standards for presenting content in an accessible way, standards that are not necessarily beholden to a specific online platform.) one important counterexample is how automatic captioning of videos has improved due to many people watching video without sound & the market necessity to maintain advertisements. in this particular case the gigantic platforms contribute something to sensory accessibility. but accessibility is an ongoing process that needs to adapt constantly. why should minorities be dependent on shareholder pressure to decide if & when they are allowed to enjoy certain content?
- technical accessibility: this is server uptime, geographic ease of access, compatibility with various devices & browsers, etc… it’s true that big corps can afford to keep things running & available. data centers around the world keep response times to a minimum, balancing millions of users, yadda yadda. they can also pay programmers to keep applications & web pages running on the latest devices. but it’s in their interest to remove support for older devices in accordance with planned obsolescence & various deals they may or may not have with the major device manufacturers. even without clandestine agreements, “bigger” apps tend to use cutting-edge features which require dropping older devices & operating systems & favor newer, high performance hardware. which devices & browsers a big company chooses to support can have a broad effect, deciding what “should” or “should not” be supported for the entire industry. net neutrality is always under lobbyist pressure to succumb to changes. the outcome could be that it would be even harder for people to access a free & unbiased internet in the future (which is not a given for everyone even today). in a dire potential scenario, all public traffic would be routed through goog or face, & all content would be monitored & distributed under their auspices. visiting alternate sites would be expensive or impossible for end users. what is “accessible” if an individual is forced to upgrade their hardware every 24 months in order to remain connected, or to pay communications monopolies exorbitant fees to access the “free” web?
- linguistic & cultural accessibility: big platforms can afford to localize their interface into however many languages they wish. often the platform’s own users are petitioned to undertake the translations on their own, with little or no compensation. of course, localization is much more than just translating texts, & the depth of localization for a given language will be proportional to the amount of effort allocated … which is proportional to the amount of money the company hopes to gain by doing the localization. one good example of how big platforms can fail to localize properly is through user name database fields. the idea of “first name” & “last name” as a way to identify a person is extremely west-centric, as many different cultures around the world have vastly different naming traditions. even if a group of locals take it upon themselves to document all the changes necessary, the decision to actually implement the changes is held hostage high up in the corporate chain — where nothing will be done until it is of immediate capital benefit to the company, & may or may not end up aligning with the people who are actually affected by the changes. what is “accessible” when your native language interface with a platform is ultimately filtered through a higher-up in a company who probably doesn’t have your best interests at heart?
- accessibility through inclusiveness: big platforms make a huge deal over inclusiveness. they throw their doors open wide & paint a picture of the global village, in which we are all neighbors. behind those doors, however, are hidden policies, judging who is truly welcome & who is not. an easy example is various “real name” policies, & verified accounts on social media sites. ostensibly to deter harassment, these ultimate aid harassers in identifying and targeting vulnerable people. not to mention how the usage of deadnames can persist effectively forever under these system. content is monitored for problem topics, but what is or is not considered a problem is a decision made behind closed doors. posting about reproductive issues or hormonal health care can be found against “community guidelines” while hate groups operate unopposed. a sick desire to keep spaces “family friendly” often make discussions about mental health or sexuality a cause for removal from the platform. social networks have strict privacy rules that make it easy to disappear someone (or individual posts) from the platform without a trace (& incidentally makes it easy for someone being bullied or harmed to simply drop off the radar & be forgotten or left to their fate). these factors contribute to an unhealthy & dangerous environment for precarious or marginalized people. what kind of platform is being cultivated when privacy & safety are superficial, & designed to protect only a specific subset of the population — who self-selects to represent, closing the circle?
important note: in all of these cases, the effect of the problem will be entirely invisible to those unaffected.
my conclusion is that popular/widespread online platforms take advantage of the misleading term “accessibility”, which is cynically used to maintain control while denying sincere access to several important population subsets — until such time as these populations can be exploited for monetary gain. (token diversity & representation is popular right now, as it lends a credibility to major brands, as we see queer & disabled, etc. people appear in commercials. representation is, of course, quite welcome, but consider that the decision makers & CEOs are the same people they’ve always been & that the considerable capital pulled in via such commercials don’t actually benefit the people they supposedly represent.) as these populations are subdued, experimentation with formats is similarly subdued.
final questions … how do we find the balance between sincere access to technology vs. a monopoly over available platforms? how can we subvert the current popular platforms in a meaningful way? how do we allow experimental or extremely personal media works without forgoing accessibility? can the power consolidated by the three or four major tech players be redistributed more fairly?
futurelit interview
a cool thing happened & ali from futurelit approached me for an interview. the subject was quietscape, the thoughtful & serene twitterbot i've been working on-&-off for the past couple years. it's exciting to me that someone wanted to ask me questions about it, & it helps make me want to do more stuff in that field.
i made a silly game about girls kissing & doing "other things", for yuri jam 2016.

you can read more about it below (encrypted).
some twitter bots
quietscape: tweets thoughtful aesthetics & scenes.
at sunset:
lost in the space station.
an asymmetric flower.
— quietscape (@quietscape) November 17, 2015
1d otp bot: generates romantic 1 direction pairings.
Loulia - because Louis & Liam keep exchanging glances!!!
— 1d otp (@1dotpbot) November 13, 2015
more info below (encrypted).
this post (encrypted, below) is about the new art toy i made which u can play with here. you can tease some nice images out of it by playing w/ the keyboard. try: up down q c e r t g y h. use the p key to take a still image. it will appear below the animated canvas. here are some examples.
i dream of large spaces & structures often. especially when under stress.
last night i dreamt i was at a border crossing. but it was an extremely large & complex room, more like a gymnasium but with many sections & cordoned off areas & it had many different levels that ran into each other at right angles. the ceilings were very high & the acoustics were very bad.
every possible space was full of people waiting in line for various tests. in order to cross the border it was necessary to pass these tests in order to prove ones worth & be allowed in to ... whatever country it was i was travelling to.
there were written tests & tests where you had to pilot a mech on a computer. but mostly there was waiting.
one test was especially humiliating. a special arena was set up on the lowest level of the complex. in it were several trash receptacles of varying size & color. i was equipped with gloves & a pointed stick, & fake garbage was poured onto the floor. i was timed to see how long it took me to sort the garbage into the proper containers. i remember holding bunches of plastic bags in both hands while asking the overseers which color was for recycling.
the desire to identify. to categorize & to place everything in neat boxes.
to reach an arbitrary level of knowledge regarding a culture or an individual. & to decide, subconsciously or with full awareness, that we understand.
but the truth is. you dont have a clue. you dont know anything about this person. all you did was apply words to them in the context of your own background & culture.
its tempting to approach a situation where there are unknowns & to "solve" the "problem". there is even a grotesque perception of entitlement. this person is hiding something. i must apply deductive reasoning. i must become a detective & figure out the secret.
beyond invasion of privacy. when you treat a person as a mystery to be solved you negate their individuality. you reduce them to a problem or a defect. framed in your own subjective experience.
will we ever subdue our craving for "closure" regarding other humans. when will we stop finding mystery alluring & sexy.
i know im still working on it.
though may i suggest. if youre looking for mystery & intrigue. what about turning your attention to these genuine mysteries instead.
a brief history.
i wont call it an experiment. originally i was simply searching for a way to follow twitter users without worrying about clogging my "real" account. i followed everyone. mostly game dev but also a smattering of other subcultures.
and a nice by-product was an account i didnt care about. a place i could write different stuff. little memories. bits of offbeat geekiness. i began to try my hand at Weird Twitter.
i felt free to interact with any tweet on my timeline. & i did, as much as i could. its safe to say i was probably blocked a lot back then.
its striking. that at this point, i spent a long time "crafting" each tweet. wording it perfectly, misspelling the words to conform to the Weird Twitter standard.
some interactions stuck. and i found a curious thing happening. i was actually beginning to care about these other people. it grew and grew. until one day i couldnt think of it as only a joke throwaway account. in some ways. it was beginning to create closer ties than my normative account.
and i was free to say whatever i wanted.
i stopped filtering my tweetings. instead of crafting each tweet as a hope for a viral hit, i tried to let my insides out.
today i am working towards presenting myself as i see myself. and as that changes, showing what is different. tweeting from the inside in as honest a manner as i can. without sacrificing my identity.
and ive found that it has already begun to change me. i have discovered a network of support where i wasnt looking for one. and maybe im not just a joke-spewing internet parrot. but i could feasibly have something to give back.
my chasm void account is well into its second year of existence. it seems appropriate to start thinking of what the next step is.
my dad discovered that there are people who spend "more than two hours" on social networks each day. & i felt a twinge of guilt that i spend so much time staring at my twitter timeline daily.
every tweet archived and retained for the foreseeable future. and yet utterly ephemeral and lost to the stream of time. i dont lament this; it is one of the powerfully strong aspects of twitter that draws me & fascinates me.
it flies in the face of static, unchanging creation. to make something that will outlast the ages.
bringing to mind another form of creation that was surely to last forever: the personal geocities website. but the monument was torn down and forced to survive as a number of incomplete backups, exiled from the center stage.
& so here. on a replica of a replica. i entrust a few ugly snippets of html code. not expecting it to last forever. yet prepared to test other waters in the search for a medium of expression.